I haven’t posted anything in a while, there’s been so much shit going on that I just don’t know what to do with myself. The basic rundown is that my husband and I separated, I moved out, we’re getting divorced, it all really sucks, I’m currently living with my brother and his wife and kids, work has been decent but they’re taking their sweet ass time approving me to transfer to a closer store, I haven’t done much cooking or baking but I may start up again soon, and my laptop has been a piece of shit so I haven’t had much of a chance to update this. That was probably the longest run on sentence ever but there it is. I’ve written a few poems recently (and found some old ones) that I’ll start posting here periodically just to have something going here. I’ll leave you with the latest…
Sometimes it’s hard to find the words to express how I feel.
It’s been so long now since I’ve had to do this that it all seems unreal.
I’m confused and tired and always alone.
It’s so fucking hard and every part of me still hurts down to my bones.
I know that one day it will be easier but for now I just hope that I don’t get crazier.